Last night, I called a friend. Someone I used to love and used to love me too. He knows me very well and understands me very well too. I called him because I’m really bothered about something. And I know that talking to him will make my mind very clear. So we talked.. And he didn’t fail to clear my head.
Oh how much I miss the old times. I know we have different lives now, but I always look for him, I guess he is a big part of who I am now. I learned a lot from him and we shared a lot of everything. We had great memories together.. We are now just friends, but he still supports me for anything that I want. He always want the best for me. And I also do for him.
After we talk about my problem, we talk about the girl that he loves right now. I can’t help but to be jealous. Because I know how he treats a girl, he treats that girl very special. He gives the girl 1 sticky note per day, and then when its the girl’s birthday he gave the girl a whole pad of sticky note. Btw, that each sticky note have sweet nothings.. How sweet is that? And he and his dance crew is preparing for a dance for his special girl. And he will also give a personalized jacket to her.
See? Any girl would be jealous..
I hope my boy also do special things for me. Not because I asked, but because he wants me to feel special. And not only that, it’s because he loves me that much. I want my boy to court me everyday.. I want us to walk around La Salle not doing PDA but u can feel the electricity between the two of us.. I really want to feel special. I want him to give me simple things that I can keep. Something that when I saw, its will flash back all the memories of that certain moment. Something that I can put in our scarp book, something that will remind me of our love for each other.
So going back.. Talking to my old friend makes me feel at ease. And before we end our long conversation, he told me something that I should always keep in my mind. “Do not compare your past to your present. They are two very different people, they can offer you very different things. And they have their own way of showing their love for you.”
Thanks G, I’m happy that you’re happy. I can’t wish for anything more for you but to be happy with the one who loves you too.. :)